samo da ti se javim, da te pitam ka

samo da ti se javim, da te pitam kako si. Radi bih ti odgovorio na e-mail ali je mnogo kompleksno sve sto si napisla.
Pevi deo razuem: mislio sam da ti osim "brige i podrske" i bazicnom smilu, treba i ljubav i paznja, ali znam da je to,
kada "egzistencija zakuca na vrata" manje bitno.

Nikada nisam bio deo ni jednog zatvorenog kruga, osim, ako mislis, da sam po definiciji, nesvesno,
deo toga jer sam rodjen i odrastao i Bgdu, U tom kontekstu razumem, ali opet,
postajao sam i deo novih "krugova" na primer, druzio sam se sa Subijem i Boletom "iako" su iz Ooo-sii-jeee-ka.
lli vec ne znam s kim i sta... to ne znaci da se ti nisi trudila... Deda i ja imamo razlicita vidjenja, ali aj' sad' pricacemo i tome...

Slazem, se i celosti da su realnost sirmastvo i jad, ali ne zato sto sve ostalo nije, ne zato sto ja "nisam" u toj realnosti, nego zato sto se siromastvo skriva i potiskuje i ne vidi...
gura se u drugi plan i nikog ne interesuje, kao ruzna devojka...vide se samo one koje blistaju, koje su sexy i "uvek dobro raspolozene"
koga briga za one koje se ne osmehuju i koje nisu "slatke" - e isto je tako sa siromasnim slojevima i cinjenicom da je najveci deo celog,
globalnog, stanovnistva i dalje, VEOMA siromasan...Bas zabole Nemce, ili Amerikance za bedu u svetu...itd...

Ali ja tu realnost znam i nikada je nisam zaboravio. Medjutim, jasnom mi je da ti tu realnost zivis i
da ti je veoma tesko...ali to je razlog vise da se "iskobeljas" - da "prestanes" da "poboljevas", da
otkrijes sta i kako, bez obzira da je fizicki ili metafizicki, da se oslobodis, ako mozes, booolovaanja
i da zaplovis prema napolje.

結果 (英語) 1:

just wanted to call you, ask you how you are. I answered for you by e-mail, but a lot of complex everything you write.
pevi of me at a disadvantage: I thought you apart of "care and support" the basic sense, if need love and attention, but I know that it is, when
"existence knock on the door" somewhat important.

I've never been part of any closed circuit, except if you think that I am, by definition, unconscious,
part of it because I was born and raised bgdu and, in this context, I understand, but again,
I became part of the new "circles" for example, I was hanging out with subijem and Bolet "even though" from ooo-sii-yeah-ka.
Or do not already know who and what ... This does not mean that you're not trying ... Grandpa and I have different points of views, but the case 'now' and we'll talk it ...

I agree, and that the whole reality sirmastvo and sorrow,not because everything else is, not because I "never" in this reality, but because poverty is hidden and suppressed and does not see ...
is pushed into the background and no one is interested in such an ugly girl ... see only the ones that shine, that are sexy and "always good-humored"
who cares for those who can not smile and not "sweet" - is the same as with the poor and the fact that most of all,
global, population still very poor ... just do not give the Germans or Americans for misery in the world ... so ...

but I know the reality and I never forgot it. However, I understand that you're living the reality
and you're very difficult ...but it is one more reason to "iskobeljas" - to "quit" to "poboljevas" to
find out what and how, regardless of the physical or metaphysical, to let go, if you can, booolovaanja
and sailed outward.